I look around me and see that every one except myself is in a place slotted in where they fit. A place where they need to be at this very present time of their lives... as i look upon this i find that i am not in a place or a slot, i'm just here on my own, on the outside always looking in, a misfit, a lost but found person but then i realize that : It is exactly where you oh God has placed me and where i need to be, it is the way you created me. I am different because that is why i am created in His image (Creatively Unique); not meant to fit in but stand out.
Prayer....
Thank you oh lord that you are so Good, that you are always there, for always drenching us in your grace even when we are a disgrace. thank you for the free-will that you have bestowed on us to always wind our way back to our first love... JESUS CHRIST the bearer of my sins and inadequesies, thank you jesus for the cleansing and renwal and restoreation that your blood brings, and most of all thank you for leaving your heavenly throne for a sinner like me and going back to the father to prepare a place for me in paradise.
so i come to you and repent of my sins of and lay it at your feet of the cross i give to you all the , lust, sexual immoraties, deceit, lies, being a enemy of god by serving the world, forgive for i am a sinner by birth but now i am a royal host and son of the God most High by your dead and my dead to sin. Hallelujah, i will praise you in the morning when i rise till the evening when i close my eyes
For YOU ARE GOOD OH SO GOOD MY LORD GOD
For your joy is my strength Oh LORD - Neh 8:10
Amen
I love you Lord
