Erased by Grace

ERASED BY GRACE

Lord every step i take closer to you take me  so much further from you

i just want to run into your arms and stay there and never let you go

why is  live holding me back from your peace, your perfect peace

my heart is racing my breath is fading and my heart is corroding

i feel lost unto myself  yet i need to be steadfast

and a guiding light to those you have sent on my path

Jesus came to save us from Gods Wrath

and still we tread on our sinful path

Oh my God How long will this still last

Oh my lord forgive me

Forgive me, forgive me

for questioning the authority

that you have placed over me

for what they share i cannot agree

for instead my heart sees their words as debree

When i will i ever be set free from thus unholy of  holy's

Father i am filled with a void, a emptiness that seems cannot be filled

unless i surrender complete and utterly to your will.

for Father i'm not worthy in the presence of your face

for my sins has brought you nothing but disgrace

so let my light be erased  so that this darkness will be replaced

with your love and grace so that i can  once more have favour in your face

only through your grace.

Faithless

Faithless

Dear father God.... here i am again, your child that comes to you so often with complete brokeness and emptiness seeking your fullness in this empty evil place. i feel so lost even with so many around that say they care but can i not fee their loving and caring was all i feel he their self-righteous ness and the pompous ways and yet they see thieir self  true as the refelctinon in a mirror, but truth be revealed by the keepers of their heart as our gaze lock upon one another.

FATHER i need your sons light  to give me once more the delight so that i can continue with the good fight for my Sins innocent blood was slained and even thou i was set free  from all that bound me the claw of death still surround me.
Renew my Mind
Renew my Spirit
Renew my soul
even if if t means that this Body shall perish.

Lord forgive me for my sins which i commit so freely in  thoughts and my actions,
Forgive me for not sharing the good news every day, and please bless the person(s) reading this for they may say  to themselves ..." i relate to this" but truth of the matter is that no one can related to what i feel or what i  experience for they only know half  the story if they havent traveled my journey

So father i call to you  to set those free whom may feel like me
Show them your love from the heavens up above
with Your mercy and kindness forgive us our unbelief even thou we believe  for we are but faithless people

Amen