DEAR GOD

 Dear God,

Today is a much better day, how ever I am really trying my best to draw closer to you day by day, I feel your presence every where around me in the place and face  also voices of complete strangers, you always have a way of being there and making yourself known to me. 

At 21H40  one of our guest  for which we hosted a surprise party at our hotel (Diaz Ocean View Hotel)  sang the follow scripture  below - to one of our staff members and it was as the Holy spirit reminded me once more that you are always there all we have to do is be able to listen  and available to  receive.

Numbers 6:24-26 - The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.

So thank you father that you are true to your promises and faithful.

Thank you for your grace.

Thank you for the peace you give.

Thank you for forgiveness.

Thank you for your Son Jesus 

Amen.

CROSS ROADS

Dear God...

Oh, its been  a while since i have come here to just chat and lay down and just be in your presence.

the world has really kept me busy an keeps be bound in sin that too you is not unknown.

Father, I am at A crossroad and i need your help to Step in and set me free.

so I come to you once more, for guidance, love and support but mostly I come to just rest in your presence  I'm weary and I am so tired... I fell and I feel far from your grace, but I know that you have never left my side  and that you are just waiting for me to reach out to you...

SO THIS IS ME SCREAMING AND REACHING OUT for YOU to please save me from my deeds and sins that the Enemy torment me with.

Break my chains of Bondage Lord and set me apart, let me once more into serve and know your peace and quench this everlasting thirst which the earthly waters cannot satisfy.

FATHER PLEASE DONT TURN YOUR FACE FROM ME
SET ME FREE SO I CAN ONCE MORE BELONG TO THEE
I DRAW NEAR TO YOU, SO PLEASE DRAW NEAR TO ME
I NEED YOU GOD, SO ME FAVOR FOR ONLY YOU CAN DELIVER ME

Commit my ways to your ways 
Lead my feet to your paths

Anoint my vessel to spread your Good News
Fill me with Holy Spirit 

for i am empty  Lord 
Replenish me 

Restore me once more unto thee

Break me free from the chains that Bind me.

Restore the authority that you have given unto me through Christ Jesus.

...most of all father I ask that  not my will but your will be done in my life
give me the knowledge and wisdom and discernment to know your voice, bind my hands , feet , body spirit, soul and mind to do your will Mighty God in the name of Jesus 

Amen

MISFIT

Dear God

I look around me and see that every one except myself is in a place slotted in where they fit. A place where they need to be at this very present time of their lives... as i look upon this i find that  i am not in a place or a slot, i'm just here on my own, on the outside always looking in, a misfit, a lost but found person but then i realize that : It is exactly where you oh God has placed me and where i need to be, it is the way you created me. I am different because that is why i am created in His image (Creatively Unique); not meant to fit in but stand out.

Prayer....
Thank you oh lord that you are so Good, that you are always there, for always drenching us in your grace  even when we are a disgrace. thank you for the free-will that you have bestowed on us to always wind our way back to our first love... JESUS CHRIST the bearer of my sins and inadequesies, thank you jesus for the cleansing and renwal and restoreation that your blood brings, and most of all thank you for leaving your heavenly throne for a sinner like me and going back to the father to prepare a place for me in paradise.

so i come to you and repent of my sins of and lay it at your feet of the cross i give to you all the , lust, sexual immoraties, deceit, lies, being a enemy of god by serving the world, forgive for i am a sinner by birth but now i am a royal host and son of the God most High by your dead and my dead to sin. Hallelujah, i will praise you in the morning when i rise till the evening when i close my eyes

For YOU ARE GOOD OH SO GOOD MY LORD GOD
For  your joy is my strength Oh LORD - Neh 8:10

Amen

I love you Lord

Draw Near

Dear God

Every morning as i arise i can feel this world  draws near to the end  my breathe seems to be fading  by the harshness of this world but myhope still remains in you  for with out you i am lost.

UNSEEN

Dear God ...

These have really been some trying times and i know that i anchor myself in hope the presence of you, the most high.

Lord Everything i do, i do unto You even when the people around me have no clue of how my heart aches for you.

In their eyes, UNSEEN am i; but with you, i am the apple of your eye

 How many times do i try, but i'm overlooked

in the wink of the eye

INVISIBLE i seem to be  when i have so much to give.

cast in the Shadow of the worldly

as you shed your guiding light

and call me WORTHY.

-Written - Thursday, 04 February 2016 -

Loneliness

Alone ... we all feel like this at one point in time of our lives but always remember in Matthew 28:20 Jesus says: " I am with you always, even to the end of the age"

GOD LOVES US | THE WORLD DOES NOT

Today i am once again reminded a bout the promise you have for my live in Jeremiah 29:11. You have stood by me in all that i do good or bad God and has always protected me even when i did not believe; at times when it was so hard and being rejected  from the very people we turn to for comfort and as we seek your word.

Then i realize that this is the way of the world, We as the world know not what we do and just as we sent our Lord and Savior to the cross so we turn on one another  because of our wicked ways, self centered and pompous just the righteous  leading priests, the teachers of the law and the elders who mocked Jesus, so we Mock and ridicule one another. Then reminds me of who i he is in Psalm 46:10

"Be Still,and know that i am God!
I will be honoured by every nation.
I will be honoured throughout the world"

And reading this scripture i opens my eyes that God know that every nation  throughout the world will honour him; Why? and How? the answer is simple JESUS!

Ephesians 1:4
Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes.