DEAR GOD I HAVE FAILED YOU ONCE MORE
BUT I KNOW YOUR GRACE ABOUNDS MUCH MORE
YOUR WORD IS WHICH I ADORE EVEN THOU I AM RAW
Sunday, 4 October 2015
Happy Birthday
Dear God,
Today is my Birthday...
For some birthdays are a joyous occasion, a reason to celebrate, but i on the other hand do not make a big fuss about it at all even thou i should, i have no one to share it with really, and as for long as i can remember, i don't ever recall that any of my birthdays except one were joyous
So Heavenly father i just want to pour out my thanks and gratitude to you for adding yet another year to my life, even tho i sometimes question my existence due to not knowing the purpose of Your will for my life. i tend to exile myself on days like these for the mere reason that i'm always let down and alone and most of the time and i found that seeking for myself only gets me more lost, but in seeking You i retreat from emptiness and all the loneliness i have always felt.
So thank you for blessing me with another breath of life to add another year
xoxo
phillip
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Today is my Birthday...
For some birthdays are a joyous occasion, a reason to celebrate, but i on the other hand do not make a big fuss about it at all even thou i should, i have no one to share it with really, and as for long as i can remember, i don't ever recall that any of my birthdays except one were joyous
So Heavenly father i just want to pour out my thanks and gratitude to you for adding yet another year to my life, even tho i sometimes question my existence due to not knowing the purpose of Your will for my life. i tend to exile myself on days like these for the mere reason that i'm always let down and alone and most of the time and i found that seeking for myself only gets me more lost, but in seeking You i retreat from emptiness and all the loneliness i have always felt.
So thank you for blessing me with another breath of life to add another year
xoxo
phillip
PS. Thank you to those who are reading this
My wish ---> https://www.gofundme.com/driftwood
Monday, 3 August 2015
Erased by Grace
ERASED BY GRACE
Lord every step i take closer to you take me so much further from you
i just want to run into your arms and stay there and never let you go
why is live holding me back from your peace, your perfect peace
my heart is racing my breath is fading and my heart is corroding
i feel lost unto myself yet i need to be steadfast
and a guiding light to those you have sent on my path
Jesus came to save us from Gods Wrath
and still we tread on our sinful path
Oh my God How long will this still last
Oh my lord forgive me
Forgive me, forgive me
for questioning the authority
that you have placed over me
for what they share i cannot agree
for instead my heart sees their words as debree
When i will i ever be set free from thus unholy of holy's
Father i am filled with a void, a emptiness that seems cannot be filled
unless i surrender complete and utterly to your will.
for Father i'm not worthy in the presence of your face
for my sins has brought you nothing but disgrace
so let my light be erased so that this darkness will be replaced
with your love and grace so that i can once more have favour in your face
only through your grace.
Lord every step i take closer to you take me so much further from you
i just want to run into your arms and stay there and never let you go
why is live holding me back from your peace, your perfect peace
my heart is racing my breath is fading and my heart is corroding
i feel lost unto myself yet i need to be steadfast
and a guiding light to those you have sent on my path
Jesus came to save us from Gods Wrath
and still we tread on our sinful path
Oh my God How long will this still last
Oh my lord forgive me
Forgive me, forgive me
for questioning the authority
that you have placed over me
for what they share i cannot agree
for instead my heart sees their words as debree
When i will i ever be set free from thus unholy of holy's
Father i am filled with a void, a emptiness that seems cannot be filled
unless i surrender complete and utterly to your will.
for Father i'm not worthy in the presence of your face
for my sins has brought you nothing but disgrace
so let my light be erased so that this darkness will be replaced
with your love and grace so that i can once more have favour in your face
only through your grace.
Faithless
Faithless
Dear father God.... here i am again, your child that comes to you so often with complete brokeness and emptiness seeking your fullness in this empty evil place. i feel so lost even with so many around that say they care but can i not fee their loving and caring was all i feel he their self-righteous ness and the pompous ways and yet they see thieir self true as the refelctinon in a mirror, but truth be revealed by the keepers of their heart as our gaze lock upon one another.
FATHER i need your sons light to give me once more the delight so that i can continue with the good fight for my Sins innocent blood was slained and even thou i was set free from all that bound me the claw of death still surround me.
Renew my Mind
Renew my Spirit
Renew my soul
even if if t means that this Body shall perish.
Lord forgive me for my sins which i commit so freely in thoughts and my actions,
Forgive me for not sharing the good news every day, and please bless the person(s) reading this for they may say to themselves ..." i relate to this" but truth of the matter is that no one can related to what i feel or what i experience for they only know half the story if they havent traveled my journey
So father i call to you to set those free whom may feel like me
Show them your love from the heavens up above
with Your mercy and kindness forgive us our unbelief even thou we believe for we are but faithless people
Amen
Monday, 9 March 2015
Monday, 14 April 2014
Power of Invitation
Power of Invitation:
We are asking the readers of iBlog2God to do three things
1. INVEST: into their lives and others lives spiritually.
2. INVITE : There are people in your life they need to know Jesus, and God has positioned you to be there to invest into them and invite them to this page.
3. INVOLVE: We are the body of Christ with many parts and we need everyone to get involved together so that the body can operate at 100%.
We are seeing some awesome things happen. I am praying to God for Him to help me see the where the wind is coming from, so that I can begin to position the sails.
I am seeing the wind coming from, US together going out of our way because we are inviting people to church. I am so pumped up about this!!!! It is SO STINKING AWESOME.
I am so proud of YOU ! Lets keep it up, because “THE BEST IS YET TO COME”!!!!
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Thursday, 20 March 2014
breaking point
noun
- 1.the moment of greatest strain at which someone or something gives way.
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Dear God " I believe i have reach this destination"
Today i cant do this any more my heart is heavy and my soul is weary, i just simply cant do this any more,please help to restore, as for within i'm constantly at war, as these people push me to the floor. I spiral with the fury within, suppressing every word they deserve all because i'm humble to serve, just the way Jesus has served, even when they all just strike a nerve to unleash the spoken fury of words sharper the knives, untameable as wild flames, for i dare not utter these words as in the tongue lies the power of life and death and all i need is just whisper but under my breath.
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