DEAR GOD

 Dear God,

Today is a much better day, how ever I am really trying my best to draw closer to you day by day, I feel your presence every where around me in the place and face  also voices of complete strangers, you always have a way of being there and making yourself known to me. 

At 21H40  one of our guest  for which we hosted a surprise party at our hotel (Diaz Ocean View Hotel)  sang the follow scripture  below - to one of our staff members and it was as the Holy spirit reminded me once more that you are always there all we have to do is be able to listen  and available to  receive.

Numbers 6:24-26 - The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.

So thank you father that you are true to your promises and faithful.

Thank you for your grace.

Thank you for the peace you give.

Thank you for forgiveness.

Thank you for your Son Jesus 

Amen.

MISFIT

Dear God

I look around me and see that every one except myself is in a place slotted in where they fit. A place where they need to be at this very present time of their lives... as i look upon this i find that  i am not in a place or a slot, i'm just here on my own, on the outside always looking in, a misfit, a lost but found person but then i realize that : It is exactly where you oh God has placed me and where i need to be, it is the way you created me. I am different because that is why i am created in His image (Creatively Unique); not meant to fit in but stand out.

Prayer....
Thank you oh lord that you are so Good, that you are always there, for always drenching us in your grace  even when we are a disgrace. thank you for the free-will that you have bestowed on us to always wind our way back to our first love... JESUS CHRIST the bearer of my sins and inadequesies, thank you jesus for the cleansing and renwal and restoreation that your blood brings, and most of all thank you for leaving your heavenly throne for a sinner like me and going back to the father to prepare a place for me in paradise.

so i come to you and repent of my sins of and lay it at your feet of the cross i give to you all the , lust, sexual immoraties, deceit, lies, being a enemy of god by serving the world, forgive for i am a sinner by birth but now i am a royal host and son of the God most High by your dead and my dead to sin. Hallelujah, i will praise you in the morning when i rise till the evening when i close my eyes

For YOU ARE GOOD OH SO GOOD MY LORD GOD
For  your joy is my strength Oh LORD - Neh 8:10

Amen

I love you Lord

Faithless

Faithless

Dear father God.... here i am again, your child that comes to you so often with complete brokeness and emptiness seeking your fullness in this empty evil place. i feel so lost even with so many around that say they care but can i not fee their loving and caring was all i feel he their self-righteous ness and the pompous ways and yet they see thieir self  true as the refelctinon in a mirror, but truth be revealed by the keepers of their heart as our gaze lock upon one another.

FATHER i need your sons light  to give me once more the delight so that i can continue with the good fight for my Sins innocent blood was slained and even thou i was set free  from all that bound me the claw of death still surround me.
Renew my Mind
Renew my Spirit
Renew my soul
even if if t means that this Body shall perish.

Lord forgive me for my sins which i commit so freely in  thoughts and my actions,
Forgive me for not sharing the good news every day, and please bless the person(s) reading this for they may say  to themselves ..." i relate to this" but truth of the matter is that no one can related to what i feel or what i  experience for they only know half  the story if they havent traveled my journey

So father i call to you  to set those free whom may feel like me
Show them your love from the heavens up above
with Your mercy and kindness forgive us our unbelief even thou we believe  for we are but faithless people

Amen