MISFIT

Dear God

I look around me and see that every one except myself is in a place slotted in where they fit. A place where they need to be at this very present time of their lives... as i look upon this i find that  i am not in a place or a slot, i'm just here on my own, on the outside always looking in, a misfit, a lost but found person but then i realize that : It is exactly where you oh God has placed me and where i need to be, it is the way you created me. I am different because that is why i am created in His image (Creatively Unique); not meant to fit in but stand out.

Prayer....
Thank you oh lord that you are so Good, that you are always there, for always drenching us in your grace  even when we are a disgrace. thank you for the free-will that you have bestowed on us to always wind our way back to our first love... JESUS CHRIST the bearer of my sins and inadequesies, thank you jesus for the cleansing and renwal and restoreation that your blood brings, and most of all thank you for leaving your heavenly throne for a sinner like me and going back to the father to prepare a place for me in paradise.

so i come to you and repent of my sins of and lay it at your feet of the cross i give to you all the , lust, sexual immoraties, deceit, lies, being a enemy of god by serving the world, forgive for i am a sinner by birth but now i am a royal host and son of the God most High by your dead and my dead to sin. Hallelujah, i will praise you in the morning when i rise till the evening when i close my eyes

For YOU ARE GOOD OH SO GOOD MY LORD GOD
For  your joy is my strength Oh LORD - Neh 8:10

Amen

I love you Lord

Draw Near

Dear God

Every morning as i arise i can feel this world  draws near to the end  my breathe seems to be fading  by the harshness of this world but myhope still remains in you  for with out you i am lost.

UNSEEN

Dear God ...

These have really been some trying times and i know that i anchor myself in hope the presence of you, the most high.

Lord Everything i do, i do unto You even when the people around me have no clue of how my heart aches for you.

In their eyes, UNSEEN am i; but with you, i am the apple of your eye

 How many times do i try, but i'm overlooked

in the wink of the eye

INVISIBLE i seem to be  when i have so much to give.

cast in the Shadow of the worldly

as you shed your guiding light

and call me WORTHY.

-Written - Thursday, 04 February 2016 -

Loneliness

Alone ... we all feel like this at one point in time of our lives but always remember in Matthew 28:20 Jesus says: " I am with you always, even to the end of the age"

GOD LOVES US | THE WORLD DOES NOT

Today i am once again reminded a bout the promise you have for my live in Jeremiah 29:11. You have stood by me in all that i do good or bad God and has always protected me even when i did not believe; at times when it was so hard and being rejected  from the very people we turn to for comfort and as we seek your word.

Then i realize that this is the way of the world, We as the world know not what we do and just as we sent our Lord and Savior to the cross so we turn on one another  because of our wicked ways, self centered and pompous just the righteous  leading priests, the teachers of the law and the elders who mocked Jesus, so we Mock and ridicule one another. Then reminds me of who i he is in Psalm 46:10

"Be Still,and know that i am God!
I will be honoured by every nation.
I will be honoured throughout the world"

And reading this scripture i opens my eyes that God know that every nation  throughout the world will honour him; Why? and How? the answer is simple JESUS!

Ephesians 1:4
Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes.

DEAR GOD

DEAR GOD I HAVE FAILED YOU ONCE MORE
BUT I KNOW YOUR GRACE ABOUNDS MUCH MORE

YOUR WORD IS WHICH I ADORE EVEN THOU I AM RAW

Happy Birthday

Dear God,

 Today is my Birthday...

For some birthdays are a joyous occasion, a reason to celebrate, but i on the other hand do not make a big fuss about it at all even thou i should, i have no one to share it with really, and as for long as i can remember, i don't ever recall that any of my birthdays except one were joyous

So Heavenly father i just want to pour out my thanks and gratitude to you for adding yet another year to my life, even tho i sometimes question my existence due to not knowing the purpose of Your will for my life. i tend to exile myself on days like these for the mere reason that i'm always let down and alone and  most of the time and i found that seeking for myself only gets me more lost, but in seeking You i retreat from emptiness and all the loneliness i have always felt.

So thank you for blessing me with another breath of life to add another year

xoxo
phillip

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