DEAR GOD

 Dear God,

Today is a much better day, how ever I am really trying my best to draw closer to you day by day, I feel your presence every where around me in the place and face  also voices of complete strangers, you always have a way of being there and making yourself known to me. 

At 21H40  one of our guest  for which we hosted a surprise party at our hotel (Diaz Ocean View Hotel)  sang the follow scripture  below - to one of our staff members and it was as the Holy spirit reminded me once more that you are always there all we have to do is be able to listen  and available to  receive.

Numbers 6:24-26 - The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.

So thank you father that you are true to your promises and faithful.

Thank you for your grace.

Thank you for the peace you give.

Thank you for forgiveness.

Thank you for your Son Jesus 

Amen.

CROSS ROADS

Dear God...

Oh, its been  a while since i have come here to just chat and lay down and just be in your presence.

the world has really kept me busy an keeps be bound in sin that too you is not unknown.

Father, I am at A crossroad and i need your help to Step in and set me free.

so I come to you once more, for guidance, love and support but mostly I come to just rest in your presence  I'm weary and I am so tired... I fell and I feel far from your grace, but I know that you have never left my side  and that you are just waiting for me to reach out to you...

SO THIS IS ME SCREAMING AND REACHING OUT for YOU to please save me from my deeds and sins that the Enemy torment me with.

Break my chains of Bondage Lord and set me apart, let me once more into serve and know your peace and quench this everlasting thirst which the earthly waters cannot satisfy.

FATHER PLEASE DONT TURN YOUR FACE FROM ME
SET ME FREE SO I CAN ONCE MORE BELONG TO THEE
I DRAW NEAR TO YOU, SO PLEASE DRAW NEAR TO ME
I NEED YOU GOD, SO ME FAVOR FOR ONLY YOU CAN DELIVER ME

Commit my ways to your ways 
Lead my feet to your paths

Anoint my vessel to spread your Good News
Fill me with Holy Spirit 

for i am empty  Lord 
Replenish me 

Restore me once more unto thee

Break me free from the chains that Bind me.

Restore the authority that you have given unto me through Christ Jesus.

...most of all father I ask that  not my will but your will be done in my life
give me the knowledge and wisdom and discernment to know your voice, bind my hands , feet , body spirit, soul and mind to do your will Mighty God in the name of Jesus 

Amen

MISFIT

Dear God

I look around me and see that every one except myself is in a place slotted in where they fit. A place where they need to be at this very present time of their lives... as i look upon this i find that  i am not in a place or a slot, i'm just here on my own, on the outside always looking in, a misfit, a lost but found person but then i realize that : It is exactly where you oh God has placed me and where i need to be, it is the way you created me. I am different because that is why i am created in His image (Creatively Unique); not meant to fit in but stand out.

Prayer....
Thank you oh lord that you are so Good, that you are always there, for always drenching us in your grace  even when we are a disgrace. thank you for the free-will that you have bestowed on us to always wind our way back to our first love... JESUS CHRIST the bearer of my sins and inadequesies, thank you jesus for the cleansing and renwal and restoreation that your blood brings, and most of all thank you for leaving your heavenly throne for a sinner like me and going back to the father to prepare a place for me in paradise.

so i come to you and repent of my sins of and lay it at your feet of the cross i give to you all the , lust, sexual immoraties, deceit, lies, being a enemy of god by serving the world, forgive for i am a sinner by birth but now i am a royal host and son of the God most High by your dead and my dead to sin. Hallelujah, i will praise you in the morning when i rise till the evening when i close my eyes

For YOU ARE GOOD OH SO GOOD MY LORD GOD
For  your joy is my strength Oh LORD - Neh 8:10

Amen

I love you Lord

Draw Near

Dear God

Every morning as i arise i can feel this world  draws near to the end  my breathe seems to be fading  by the harshness of this world but myhope still remains in you  for with out you i am lost.

UNSEEN

Dear God ...

These have really been some trying times and i know that i anchor myself in hope the presence of you, the most high.

Lord Everything i do, i do unto You even when the people around me have no clue of how my heart aches for you.

In their eyes, UNSEEN am i; but with you, i am the apple of your eye

 How many times do i try, but i'm overlooked

in the wink of the eye

INVISIBLE i seem to be  when i have so much to give.

cast in the Shadow of the worldly

as you shed your guiding light

and call me WORTHY.

-Written - Thursday, 04 February 2016 -

Loneliness

Alone ... we all feel like this at one point in time of our lives but always remember in Matthew 28:20 Jesus says: " I am with you always, even to the end of the age"

GOD LOVES US | THE WORLD DOES NOT

Today i am once again reminded a bout the promise you have for my live in Jeremiah 29:11. You have stood by me in all that i do good or bad God and has always protected me even when i did not believe; at times when it was so hard and being rejected  from the very people we turn to for comfort and as we seek your word.

Then i realize that this is the way of the world, We as the world know not what we do and just as we sent our Lord and Savior to the cross so we turn on one another  because of our wicked ways, self centered and pompous just the righteous  leading priests, the teachers of the law and the elders who mocked Jesus, so we Mock and ridicule one another. Then reminds me of who i he is in Psalm 46:10

"Be Still,and know that i am God!
I will be honoured by every nation.
I will be honoured throughout the world"

And reading this scripture i opens my eyes that God know that every nation  throughout the world will honour him; Why? and How? the answer is simple JESUS!

Ephesians 1:4
Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes.

DEAR GOD

DEAR GOD I HAVE FAILED YOU ONCE MORE
BUT I KNOW YOUR GRACE ABOUNDS MUCH MORE

YOUR WORD IS WHICH I ADORE EVEN THOU I AM RAW

Happy Birthday

Dear God,

 Today is my Birthday...

For some birthdays are a joyous occasion, a reason to celebrate, but i on the other hand do not make a big fuss about it at all even thou i should, i have no one to share it with really, and as for long as i can remember, i don't ever recall that any of my birthdays except one were joyous

So Heavenly father i just want to pour out my thanks and gratitude to you for adding yet another year to my life, even tho i sometimes question my existence due to not knowing the purpose of Your will for my life. i tend to exile myself on days like these for the mere reason that i'm always let down and alone and  most of the time and i found that seeking for myself only gets me more lost, but in seeking You i retreat from emptiness and all the loneliness i have always felt.

So thank you for blessing me with another breath of life to add another year

xoxo
phillip

PS. Thank you to those who are reading this

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Erased by Grace

ERASED BY GRACE

Lord every step i take closer to you take me  so much further from you

i just want to run into your arms and stay there and never let you go

why is  live holding me back from your peace, your perfect peace

my heart is racing my breath is fading and my heart is corroding

i feel lost unto myself  yet i need to be steadfast

and a guiding light to those you have sent on my path

Jesus came to save us from Gods Wrath

and still we tread on our sinful path

Oh my God How long will this still last

Oh my lord forgive me

Forgive me, forgive me

for questioning the authority

that you have placed over me

for what they share i cannot agree

for instead my heart sees their words as debree

When i will i ever be set free from thus unholy of  holy's

Father i am filled with a void, a emptiness that seems cannot be filled

unless i surrender complete and utterly to your will.

for Father i'm not worthy in the presence of your face

for my sins has brought you nothing but disgrace

so let my light be erased  so that this darkness will be replaced

with your love and grace so that i can  once more have favour in your face

only through your grace.

Faithless

Faithless

Dear father God.... here i am again, your child that comes to you so often with complete brokeness and emptiness seeking your fullness in this empty evil place. i feel so lost even with so many around that say they care but can i not fee their loving and caring was all i feel he their self-righteous ness and the pompous ways and yet they see thieir self  true as the refelctinon in a mirror, but truth be revealed by the keepers of their heart as our gaze lock upon one another.

FATHER i need your sons light  to give me once more the delight so that i can continue with the good fight for my Sins innocent blood was slained and even thou i was set free  from all that bound me the claw of death still surround me.
Renew my Mind
Renew my Spirit
Renew my soul
even if if t means that this Body shall perish.

Lord forgive me for my sins which i commit so freely in  thoughts and my actions,
Forgive me for not sharing the good news every day, and please bless the person(s) reading this for they may say  to themselves ..." i relate to this" but truth of the matter is that no one can related to what i feel or what i  experience for they only know half  the story if they havent traveled my journey

So father i call to you  to set those free whom may feel like me
Show them your love from the heavens up above
with Your mercy and kindness forgive us our unbelief even thou we believe  for we are but faithless people

Amen

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We are seeing some awesome things happen.  I am praying to God for Him to help me see the where the wind is coming from, so that I can begin to position the sails.

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Dear God, i find myself withdrawn from the world and their wicked ways as i see through them and as i walk this journey with you it hurts deep in my soul that people can be so pretentious if the leaders we follow so eager kindheartedly. My heart feels shattered once again for i let myself get lost in the moment believing that its true when in fact reality is long overdue. How do i scream and shout or rant and rave without making any feeling depraved, i guess ill just have to take this emotions to the grave for i have become its martyred slave.

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